Limitations

I feel like an orphan.   

Source:  Faruk Koksal

Recently, I underwent a major operation and felt scared in my life.  This is a rare case as I am reputed for my strong sense of independence since younger years and it confuses me why I feel this way.  I wanted my family close by but this did not happen. I just want to vent my sadness and disappointment on dear people I cannot rely on.  Dear people who fail you most of the time and won’t even take a chance or make an effort to be with you to tell you, in your face, that all will be well.  I guess, I over-rated myself in terms of importance for the nth time.