Belisa?
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| Source: Dos Palabras, Hyspania |
Are you in the darkest and
deepest pit beyond my imagination? How
dark? How deep?
I need to find you. You are my only hope, you see, I could not
even protect myself from myself anymore.
I allowed uncertainty to creep into my heart during trying moments.
At least now, this is lucid
as I get, I am looking for you. Digging
deep into myself, comprehending … failing…but comprehending still. I know you are just waiting to be found.
I need you to write words for
me again. The same way you wrote words
like flowing water from the cornucopian pipe.
For words are my only salvation as I am lost in a sea of doubts and
disappointments.
Who said life is easy? It may be easy for others but for me, life is
meant to be lived to the fullest. It is
then not easy at all, for it should be lived to its optimum potential.
I cannot compromise my
standards of what a full life is and how I understand the means to achieve
it. I just can’t.
I need you.
